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Never thought time could be this fast. Three months na ang nakakaraan.. Grabe! I thought it was just a momentary setback pero ngayon sanay na ko na di kita nakikita, nakakausap at nakakatext. Guess we both moved on and the bitterness has somehow diminished. A lot of things had happen. My family celebrated the birthday of my dad. Simple yet fun. No gifts, no frills but the thought that we were together matters more than anything. I do not like spending my day alone doing nothing. Thanks to different television programs, magazines and books. They keep me company and they make me kill time. Magkaibigan na kami ngayon. We meet and talk but nothing about our relationship. He accepted my decision finally and I do not know if I want to take everything back or I like it better this way. What I do not know would not hurt me diba? I make things confusing but I think that is what makes life special. We need to add some spices and seasoning to make it interesting. Something scary happened just this Tuesday night. My roommate had her Epilepsy attack. I thought she died and I cried because I do not know what to do. My sister and I rushed her to the nearest hospital. She gained her sanity when we were in the hospital. She didn't know what happened. It was scary and I stayed up late because the thought of her keeps hunting me. I get easily nervous when things like this happens. I thanks God for all the little blessings I receive. I thank Him for the life He bestowed to me and my family. We may not be well endowed as others but I am still thankful for the pains, trials, failures... |
| rose August 21, 2006 10:35 AM PDT Well, just hang in there. I know it's easier said than done but I know you can do it. They say "time heals all wounds"...I'm not certain if it does because it certainly didn't heal some of my wounds but somehow time numbed the wound that it doesn't hurt as much anymore. Just leave it all to the Lord. Yes, you are right. We have tons of blessings to thank the Lord for. :) | ||
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