Breaking up is a natural thing but it is never easy. It does not mean that though I was the one who broke up with him, it is less painful for me. It also does not mean that there is something wrong with him, but something is definitely not working out in our relationship. I have stressed the importance of time again and again. Time is precious to just spend it lavishly on unimportant things. If you want the other person to feel special, you spend not only money but most importantly, time.

Time was the problem. He was never able to spare some time to be with me anymore unless I bend over to his request to meet him halfway. Women wanted to feel special. We do not like to oblige our man to do things for us half heartedly. We cannot help but compare the things other men do for their women. Those are my frustrations. He said I am demanding too much and he¡¯s selfish with his time for now. But is it too much to ask to want to spend time with him? I guess it is. Too many hurtful words were uttered. Too much emotion. Too much anger.

Who is to blame? Is it him because as he claims he wanted to be under the book all the time but has time to watch a movie and see his friends? Or is it me because I am demanding and expecting too much from the relationship? He said we are both at fault. I think he is right.

As of now, he still sends messages asking where I am and how I am doing. At times, I pretend not to receive any of his messages. I do not want to have anymore ties with him because it is still too painful. In time when I am ready to say that I have healed, then I could at least say hi.